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dadden85
19 September 2006 @ 12:31 pm
Ever since Bryan my life has gotton like 1,000 times better he just makes me feel wanted in life and i know that other people say that they could have done that but no one has ever treated me the way Bryan does and i'm in love with him some people say you cant be in love with only 2 months of dating but we really are and we have been but i love my life know and i love my baby
 
 
dadden85
27 July 2006 @ 04:04 pm
Yes i am happy because a lot of good things have happend i broke up with Matt (thank god) and now i am in love with my new boyfriend Bryan and thats about it so peace

i love you Bryan
 
 
Mood: lovedloved
Jamming To: Lips on an Angel --Hinder
 
 
dadden85
22 May 2006 @ 08:19 pm
ok so i didnt kill myslef but i dare someone to name 10 people that care about me
 
 
Mood: crushed??? dont know what to do
 
 
dadden85
10 May 2006 @ 09:10 pm
LIFE SUCKS THIS WILL MOST LIKLY BE MY LAST JOURNAL ENTRY CAUSE I CANT TAKE ANY MORE OF LIFE SO IF I DONT UPDATE IN A MONTH YOU KNOW I KILLED MYSELF I CANT THINK OF ONE PERSON THAT WOULD CARE IF I WAS GONE NOT EVEN MY PARENTS THEY HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT ME ANYWAYS
 
 
Mood: moodywhy bother
 
 
dadden85
04 May 2006 @ 11:07 am
This is a story that i found about a boy who loved a girl and she loved him back until she fell in love with someone else and to me i think a lot of people can relate to this story i know i can...
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you can't control who you love. It's a strange feeling, loving someone. It can be so sad sometimes. Even sadder than death, I think. Love is something we'll never really understand. We can open our eyes to death, and feel that it's real. We can watch it happen right in front of us, and we can accept it, even though it isn't always easy. But love isn't like that. Love makes us weak and desperate. Love kills parts of us we never even knew we had.
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Some people believe your life flashes before your eyes the moment you die. I guess that's what's been happening to me. It's the stuff you never thought was important that ends up coming back in the end. Like how Dip n Dots ice cream felt rolling around and melting slowly on my tongue the first time I ever tasted it at the beach with my cousin Brett. Or the way I couldn't stop smiling that afternoon in sixth grade when I got my braces off; mostly because of how slimy my teeth felt against my lips. Or how my gram's house always smelled like old cigars, not because of my gram, but because of my granddad. His car still reeks of cheap cigars to this day. I never started smoking, even when most of my friends were doing it. There were always a lot of ads on TV showing pictures of black decaying lungs and people with oxygen tanks following their every move. Sure they were convincing, but nothing seemed to stick in my mind as much as one conversation with my gram. She always talked to me as if I were her best friend, even if I was only eleven and she was sixty five. All she had to do was tell me never to start smoking, because it was such a hard habit to break. If it was hard for my gram to do something, it must be almost impossible. I'm sure if she'd given me any more advice I would have stuck to it like glue. Maybe she did and I just couldn't hold onto it all. I hope I'll get to ask her. I hope that's what heaven really means.
I was never mad at Jenny. I would be lying if I said I was. You can't control the thoughts in your head sometimes. I guess I still love Jenny, because I can't remember a day that I ever really stopped. But I do remember the day she told me she didn't love me anymore. The day she told me that she loved someone else.
I remember how green the grass was under her black Chuck Taylor's. The ones with little designs and song lyrics scribbled on the sides. I remember how smooth my pen felt against the white rim of her shoe that day. I wrote Connor + Jenny even though afterwards I felt a little childish; it was all I could think of when she was asking me to write something. I added a tiny star because I always saw her drawing them on her papers in school. The star got a little smushed because that's when the bus hit a pothole in the road. I always gave her the window seat because she said the world went by so fast sometimes, and if you weren't watching, you might miss something amazing. I didn't mind missing it if I got to watch her. I watched her eyes moving back and forth trying to focus on one thing but not able to catch up. Her forehead pressed against the glass, being jarred around by the bus's erratic driver. Sometimes I wrapped my arm behind her head and cradled it in my hand. I watched the muscles in her cheeks pull her lips up into a smile when she saw something out there in that fast moving world that she liked. Sometimes I would look at the other girls in our class and wonder how she could be so much more beautiful than they were when they tried so much harder. She wore the same black choker everyday; it was something she found in the back of her mom's closet. She twisted it three times to make it fit the way she liked. Sometimes the twisted part would slide around to the front; those were my favorite times. I would slide it back around behind her hair, that hair that smelled exactly like a hard candy, the strawberries and cream kind that my math teacher always ate. And she would make a wish. Sometimes she said her wishes out loud, even though that meant they were wasted.
I don't blame Jenny. She just fell in love with someone else. But just because I don't blame her doesn't mean I didn't feel it. I remember how on the day she told me I saw her eyes float down to her watch three times. Each movement of her ocean blue eyes was like a splinter being placed into my heart. I didn't understand why things had to be like this. There were a lot of things in my life that I didn't understand, and people always just said that life isn't fair; you have to take the good with the bad; things happen for a reason, all of those cliche lines adults use to try to cheer kids up when they lose football games or when their dogs get hit by cars. I didn't want Jenny to have to use any of those lines on me, so I just said that I loved her and that I would be all right. I told her that I wasn't angry with her, but somehow I think she wanted me to be. She had always told me that I never showed enough emotion, that I never got mad. I didn't feel mad, just sort of deflated. Like when you let the air out of a balloon really slowly. Usually it goes in circles if you let it fly around on its own. That's sort of what my head was doing, slowly circling down in little waves. I stared at her dark brown hair blowing across her cheeks. She was cradling her history book and a blue notebook in her left arm. The sun was so intense that day that it was reflecting light from her notebook up onto her face and giving her skin a blue tint. I wanted to touch her face, to kiss the color back into her blue lips. But I knew by the way she looked at me and then down at her shoes that I would never get to kiss those lips again. She surprised me by walking over slowly, staring at the grass the whole way, and then hugging me. It felt like the kind of hug I got from my aunt before she left for her new job in Milwaukee. I knew I was going to see her on the holidays, but it felt like a goodbye forever the way she held on to me so tight and buried her face into my neck. Jenny closed her eyes into my green sweatshirt and I felt so safe. But I knew she was just saying goodbye. She let go and backed up, careful not to look me in the eye. She knew if she did I would see her eyes filling with tears. She said she was sorry and that she didn't want to hurt me. I didn't want to hurt her either, but all I could think to say was, 'Then don't.'
But she turned and walked away. As each foot hit the ground it was like a tiny ice pick was chipping away at me from the bottom up. With every chip I felt myself shrinking lower and lower into the ground. The trees and houses around me got taller and taller and I felt small and insignificant. I stayed standing in the same spot until her body became a shape in the distance. When I finally did try to move my feet they felt like they were bolted into the ground, like I was buried from the knees down. I was suddenly six again, and on the soft wet sand of the beach for the first time. The water rushed over my toes and I stared down at the tiny colorful shells all around my feet and watched them disappear. The longer I stood staring and letting the water rush over my white legs, the less of them became visible, the more anchored into the ground I became. I started to get swallowed up in the ocean floor. I wiggled my legs around and started to make cracks in the sand. The water rose around me and the more I wiggled my toes under the sand the more it glued me to the spot. I guess my mom noticed my struggling and before I knew it my feet were suctioned out of the sand and I was carried back under our bright yellow umbrella. The yellow started to turn a fiery orange that burned my eyes. When I raised my hand to cover my face I saw I wasn't six after all. I was still standing alone in the park. I stared down at my feet and wiggled my toes in my shoes before I attempted to move them. The sun was slowly setting behind the rows of houses in the distance and somehow I made it back to mine before it disappeared.
Going back to school was hard because I still felt so small. But my heart was just as big as it always was. And I guess that's why Jenny stayed there through all the shrinking and the chopping. I still thought about her all the time. I heard once that love means that you think about a person as soon your eyes open in the morning, and as soon as they close at night. I thought about Jenny like that. I thought about her even when my eyes were shut. In my dreams we were just like we used to be. We were sitting in the lunchroom talking about angels. She was amazing like that. Most girls in the lunchroom talked about makeup or prom or other girls. But Jenny wanted to know if I believed in angels.
'I guess I never really thought about it much.'
'Well if you had to think about it now, what would you think?'
She always looked at me like she really cared. As if all of the other kids in the cafeteria weren't even there. It was just like we were alone in some peaceful place like under a willow tree or something, just talking about heaven. She only looked away for a few seconds to guide her fingers in peeling the orange that she rolled between her hands.
'Well, I guess if I have to say, then I say no. I don't think there's these fluffy white clouds that people live in up there after they die. And I don't think there's like ... angels. Ya know?'
'Yeah, I don't think there's that stuff either. But it's just hard to know what to believe in.'
'I don't think we have to believe in anything really. I think people just get sad and they start to make things up to help them out of the sadness. And I don't think that's fair.' Jenny put down her orange and I watched the skin above her eyes start to wrinkle. We never really argued much, but I liked the way that when her hair fell out from behind her ear, she didn't bother to fix it because she was too focused on what to say next.
'What is fair though? Should people be sad all the time just because it's what's real? Isn't it alright to pretend sometimes if it makes people happy?'
'Not if it means that everyone in the world is fake; that the world is fake.'
She put the piece of hair back behind her ear and the pale white skin above her eyes was smooth again. I could always tell when there was something important on her mind; something more important than winning one of our little arguments.
'I guess I'm just confused that's all. Have you ever been to a viewing?'
Jenny and her family used to go to church almost every Sunday. Now she went with them on holidays and stuff like that, but she told them once that she didn't believe in God, so they didn't make her go with them anymore. They never told Jenny's grandparents though because I guess they thought maybe it was just a phase she was going through, one of those teenage rebellion sort of things. Jenny's grandmother was one of those really religious old ladies that had a huge oil painting of Jesus in her dining room. That same painting was placed above the open casket at her memorial service the night before our conversation in the cafeteria.
'She looked so different. Like she had been beaten up real bad and then someone dumped a bucket of flour over her face to cover the bruises. I kept expecting her to sit up, or move her hand or something. It was really creepy, and really sad.'
'I'm sorry. I was going to go but I thought it was a family thing and it might not be right.'
'It's ok; you probably would have felt weird there. Everyone just walked by and cried and looked at her body. It was all dressed up in her clothes and jewelry, but it didn't look anything like her. The whole thing felt so strange. It was like a tribute to her life, with pictures and music and flowers, everyone who ever loved her was there. We even served food after. But she wasn't there to see it. By the end I felt like screaming at everyone that she was gone, and to just go home because there was nothing else to see.'
I didn't know what to say to her, but she looked so alone even though she was sitting right beside me.
'I'm sorry. I guess I don't know what else to say. I know I don't have any answers.'
'I don't think anybody has the answers. At least no one I know. But I don't need an answer when I have you.'
She took my whole arm into her lap and held it onto it, putting her hand in mine. She rested her head on my shoulder and I felt her breath on my neck. It made even the noisy cafeteria the most peaceful place in the world.
After these dreams I wake up feeling so alone, so small. It's hard to get out of my bed sometimes, hard to reach my shoes. Food seems too big to fit into my stomach now. Nothing tastes the same on my tongue. It seems like only a few thoughts can fit in my brain at once and schoolwork is harder than it ever was. I've always been good at history, but now the board seems so far away. My pencil feels like it weighs a thousand pounds, and my eyelids weigh even more. Jenny is in my history class but I try not to look at her. I must not be trying hard enough because she moved her seat across the room after our eyes met and my pencil dropped like a brick to the floor. I tried not to notice when I heard her laughing at the teacher's corny joke even though her laughter sent chills up my spine. Walking in the halls alone is tough too when you're so small because no one notices you. Or they stare with big bulging eyes and point with long crooked fingers. Sometimes I wonder how many of them were ever left standing alone in a park, or by a front door, or in a car. I wonder how many of them can't tie their shoes in the morning either, or hold the spoon steady over their cereal. They all have their makeup on so tight, and their hair folded and ironed so perfectly. It sort of reminds me of a commercial I saw on TV for bathtubs. There's this company that will come to your house and custom fit a bathtub and tiles and stuff over the one you already have, instead of fixing it up and building a new one. They just slide it over the broken chipped one and it looks brand new. It's white and shining and there is a lady sitting in it surrounded by hundreds of perfect little bubbles, holding a glass of champagne. All I could think about was how much the old bathtub must be molding and cracking under there. I don't know much about bathtubs so maybe it's all right, but the thought of something rotting away just inches under me while I'm trying to clean up just wasn't nice at all. So I guess that's how I feel when I look at all the kids in school who wear the expensive clothes and the pounds of makeup. There must be something rotten and chipping away inside of them too
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There is more to the story but i have to finish it tomarrow it a really good story but its really sad too...
 
 
Mood: goodgood
Jamming To: none
 
 
 
dadden85
27 April 2006 @ 11:13 am
*Today had kinda sucked in a way but also kinda good. i dont think iam gonna call Clifton i might just let him call me i already feel like me and him are together i know we are not but it feels like it i mean we dont mess around with anyone else i mean he doesnt even really talk to that many girls but me and this one time when Chris wanted to go to this girls house Clifton was going to go with him and i was like ok go ahead and he was like dont worry about it its for Chirs she doesnt mean anything to me and i was like its okay you can go if you want so he didnt go and he stayed with me cause he said that he could go to that girls house anytime with Chris but right know he wants to see me how freaking sweet is that....he is so sweet i love talkin to him i can just be myself around him cause before i even knew that he liked me i acted like myself and if he liked the way i acted then, then he should like me no matter what i do...
*Last night my dad made fun of me again, so i took my contacts out cause my eye hurt so i took them out and i put drops in so i had my glasses on and we were eating dinner and i said something but i forget and my dad said something about my glasses looking like bottle caps or something i dont really know what it meant but he made fun of me again so i went up in my room and you would think if you just said something like that to someone and then and they didnt come down from their room you should think that something was wrong with them but not my dad as soon as he said that i went up to my room and just cryed...i mean do they want me to be a fucking super model or something i mean iam sorry iam not purfect looking but maybe i should just go and fucking hang my self or slit my throut then all they will do is just get/make another baby girl and make her skinny and the perfect eyes to where she doesnt have to wear glasses and she can fit into a size 0 jeans when she is 16 years old and maybe she will get a BMW from my dad for her 16th birthday and she wont drink or smoke pot and she will get strait A's in school...i just dont know what to maybe i should just kill myself nobody would fucking care anyways....the only person that i think that cares about me is Clifton but he would/could just move on and find a beautifal girl thats 10X better than me...

if anyone cares leave me a comment (but i wont get one cause no one even visit my stupid live journal so why should i keep writing in it)
 
 
Mood: crappyunloved
 
 
dadden85
26 April 2006 @ 10:09 am
*Got i feakin hate myself i wish i wasnt such a big chicken to give Will my number like i had it all planded out i was going to write give me a call and then my number on the post note and give it too him but i dunno i just wouldnt do it i wanted to but i couldnt.....
*And i got a new icon i love i went to this other person's live journal and they helped me out on how to get an icon cause iam dumb and they had these really cool incubus icons i liked them a lot.
*I didnt talk to Clifton last night but when i was going to call him it was like 10:30 and i thought it was too late to call him but i dunno i will call him today i guess.
*Alson i have been so depressed latly and i dont even know why it just like i dont really care about life anymore i guess thats kinda bad but i really dont to me it just feels like that no one really cares about me like yeah i got Clifton and Will but ii mean i dont even know if they really care about me so being depressed hurts and sucks i wish i could be happy but in my life there is nothing to be happy about and i dont really have anything to look forward to in life. well i dont really have anything else to say i guess iam out
.:.peace.:.

-cookie monter-
 
 
Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
dadden85
24 April 2006 @ 11:24 am
*So i havent updated in such a long time not since 4:20 and that day was great let me tell yea...anyways so let me start w/ Clifton...
*Clifton called me at like 2:00 in the morning and yeah he was drunk but he was telling me how he felt and what he thought of me he told me how actractive he is to me and how beautifal i am and how he wants to have a relationship w/ me he was just being so sweet he told me he didnt think that we were on the same page but i think we are i like him a lot and i have for a long time he just kept telling me how much he liked me and that he wanted a relationship w/me but then this weekend he came over Friday but i got really drunk that night cause we were playing beer pong and all the guys were like feeling up on me and hitting on me and i felt bad cause i wanted to go hang out w/ Clifton but they just wouldnt leave me alone...and then saturday he told me that he was gonna come over that day but my parents didnt go out that night so no one got to come over. but he has been calliing me a lot latly and i called him last night we talked for about an hour maybe i can really be myself when i talk to him...like sometimes i wonder if i saw things or do things that are too inmuture for him but then i just dont care cause i love talking to him and he is just an all around great guy...
*Will gave me his number yesterday and i didnt notice i had his number until intervintion he is just so freakin hott and when i didnt call him yesterday he came up to me after 2nd period when we were walking from the manchester he was like why didnt you call me? and i said i dunno he was like thats why i gave you my number so you would call me...lol...so i was going to give hiim my number today but i chickened out cause iam a faggot but i might give it to him tomarrow so maybe we can hang out this weekend or something...
*My mom and dad kinda called me fat over spring break cause like i was wearing shorts and where my dad sits for dinner his chair is like really close to my wall and i asked him to scoot in so i could get through so my mom was like why cause you cant fit though? like she was trying to be funny and i laughed about it so i guess she thought it didnt hurt me but it really did i just didnt say anything. so i havent been eating that much since she said that and she kepts asking me why iam not eating i just kept telling her iam not that hungry until iam really skinny and they want me to put on weight but until then iam not going to eat that much....
well nothing else to say so iam out
.:.peace.:.

-COOKIE MONSTER-
 
 
Mood: sleepysleepy
 
 
dadden85
20 April 2006 @ 10:17 pm

 
 
Mood: highhigh as fuck
 
 
dadden85
16 April 2006 @ 04:59 pm
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Where You At?: Make a Move:Incubus
Mood: awakewant to get out of this house
 
 
 
dadden85
13 April 2006 @ 09:10 pm
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dadden85
07 April 2006 @ 11:28 am
Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name: Christine
[ .02. ] middle name: Michele
[ .03. ] last name: Pokora
[ .04. ] nickname(s): Dadden, Cookie Monster, and Dora Pokora
[ .05. ] gender: Female
[ .06. ] birthday: 4/5/90
[ .07. ] height: 5'1
[ .08. ] hair color: Brown
[ .09. ] eye color: brown
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: contacts
[ .011. ] do you have braces: nope
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: short
[ .013. ] where were you born: Monroe
[ .014. ] current location: Middletown
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Aries
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: english and french
[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: latin
[ .018. ] bad habits: smoking, cursing, spitting, figiting, and drinking
[ .019. ] piercing you have: 2 on the ears but i will have my belly botton done this summer
[ .020. ] piercing you want: nose, and tounge
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .022. ] tattoos you want: a superman symbol, tinkerbell, and i dunno yet
[ .023. ] today: mother fucking friday
[ .024. ] today's date: april 7th, 2006
[ .025. ] the time: 11:12am (cause iam in school and bord)
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: go for it

F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Michele
[ .028. ] father's name: Ed
[ .029. ] brother's name: Jason, and Austin
[ .030. ] sister's name: dont have one
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: only have one so Aunt Lisa
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: Egune
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: grandma on my dad's side
[ .036. ] worst relative: Justin
[ .037. ] best relative: Danny
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yup
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: definenly my mom

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yup
[ .041. ] what are their names: Eboney
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: dog


S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yup
[ .044. ] did you drop out: nope
[ .045. ] current gpa: 3.0
[ .046. ] favorite grade: dunno yet
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 7th grade
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr Shores and Mr Bush
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Ms Glickfield
[ .050. ] favorite subject: science and english
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math and history
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bought almost always
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: soccer
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: not right know
[ .055. ] are/was were you popular: i was at a point but not anymore (just with the stoners)
[ .056. ] favorite dance: dont have one
[ .057. ] favorite memory: anytime with me and sarah
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: graduating, getting married, having kids
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: getting caught smoking pot
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: pissed my pants

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 23
[ .062. ] letter: E or M
[ .063. ] shoes: flip flops
[ .064. ] saying(s): what you be talking bout...and defenitly
[ .065. ] TV show: family guy
[ .066. ] sport: soccer and football
[ .067. ] vegetable: carrots
[ .068. ] fruit: strawberries, and watermelon
[ .069. ] movie: i have a lot
[ .070. ] magazine: dont have one
[ .071. ] actor: jim carey, johnny depp, jack black, robin williams, and tom green
[ .072. ] actress: kate winslet and cant think of any righ know
[ .073. ] candy: reese's
[ .074. ] gum: winter fresh
[ .075. ] scent: sweet pea, and midnight path
[ .076. ] candy bar: snickers
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate chip
[ .078. ] color: neon orange
[ .079. ] season: spring and summer
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas
[ .081. ] band: incubus
[ .082. ] singer: brandon boyd
[ .083. ] group: a whole lot
[ .084. ] rapper: dont listen to it
[ .085. ] type of music: rock
[ .086. ] thing in your room: incubus poster sarah got me :)
[ .087. ] place to be: usally my house
[ .089. ] tv channel: comedy central, mtv, and vh1
[ .090. ] junk food: chips
[ .091. ] overall food: mexican
[ .092. ] store: forever 21
[ .093. ] hangout: anywhere w/ beer
[ .094. ] best fast food: subway
[ .095. ] restaurant: frickers, and El Rancho Grande
[ .096. ] shape: cicle
[ .097. ] time of day: night
[ .098. ] country: france
[ .099. ] state : north carolina
[ .100. ] boys name: Johnny
[ .101. ] girls name: Justine
[ .102. ] mall: Tri County Mall or Dayton
[ .103. ] video game: Donkey kong, and Zelda
[ .104. ] shampoo: herbal essance
[ .105. ] board game: sorry
[ .106. ] computer game: frogger
[ .107. ] car: truck
[ .108. ] music video: dont know
[ .109. ] swear word: Fuck
[ .110. ] word: defenitly
[ .111. ] month: april, june, and july
[ .112. ] cartoon character: bugs bunny duh
[ .113. ] scary movie: saw I and II (even tho its not that scary) and Dead End (lol sarah)
[ .114. ] team: Bengals
[.115. ] possession: my beer, and my stuff dog patch

P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: single baby
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Yeah.
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: nope
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: nope
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: a lot
[ .191. ] who was your first crush: Doug
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: not many
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: a lot
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: You fall in love with personality, but you live with character.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like:
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yup
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: no
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yup
[ .199. ] please post it if you do:
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yup
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Yup
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Yup
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: yup
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no want to
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no want to
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nope
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: beer great
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: no pussy shit
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: yup
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor and beer
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Marlboro Lights
[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hypnotiq: nope would like to try it
[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some: ...

W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: hell yeah
[ .216. ] sky dive: hell yeah
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yup
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yup
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yup
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: yeah
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no way
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no way
[ .223. ] cross-dress: maybe
[ .224. ] lie to the police: if its gonna keep me from going to jail yeah
[ .225. ] run from the police: already did
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yup
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: yeah
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: hell yeah
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: yup
[ .230. ] streak: hell yeah every weekend

Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: sarah
[ .232. ] known longest: Danny
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Brittany Blevens
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Brittany Blevens
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: many
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Chris
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: sarah
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': yeah kinda
[ .239. ] craziest: Kyle & Clifton
[ .240. ] loudest: Chris
[ .241. ] shyest: Jason
[ .242. ] best hair: T. J.
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Matt, Casey, Kyle, Clifton
[ .244. ] best eyes: Choc & Clifton
[ .243. ] best body: theres a lot
[ .246. ] most athletic: dunno
[ .247. ] sex symbol: theres a lot
[ .248. ] hot tempered: chris
[ .249. ] most impatient: sarah
[ .250. ] shortest: me
[ .251. ] Tallest: clifton
[ .252. ] talented:T. J.
[ .253. ] best singer: Kyle
[ .254. ] skinniest: johnny & Andrew
[ .255. ] nicest: too many to say
[ .256. ] best personality: sarah
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: Charles

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: yup
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yup
[ .260. ] been to michigan: nope
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yup
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: hell yeah
[ .265. ] stolen anything: a lot of times
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: nope something to do
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: nope but will here
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: maybe cant remember
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: yup
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: yup
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: yup
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yeah
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nope gonna when iam 18
[ .275. ] been to a concert: nope
[ .276. ] been to another country: nope
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult besides your own parents: yup
[ .278. ] got pulled over: yup
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: nope
[ .280. ] broke a law: all the time
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: nope
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yup
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: yup
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: yup
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: yup
 
 
dadden85
06 April 2006 @ 10:48 am
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Yup so yesterday was my birthday and let me tell you it was a blast....Brittany got me a t-shirt that i really like....sarah got me a coca cola t-shirt, a thong, and a movie....and my brothers got me a book and a the movie king kong....my daddy got me real dimand earrings...my mommy got me my class ring cause i lost it last year,a C.D... Nikole got me $25.00 off this jewlery things that she sells....and Noah and Logan (the boys that i babysit) got me a cake and a card....so yeah my birthday was great.
 
 
 
 
dadden85
04 April 2006 @ 11:07 am
MATT AND CASY THIS ONE IS FOR YOU....
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AND FOR EVERYONE ELSE SUPERMAN...


SARAH...
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MY DADDY AND CREIG....
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WELL THATS ALL OF THEM IF I MISSED ONE OR YOU CAN THINK OF ONE THEN LET ME KNOW....
 
 
dadden85
22 March 2006 @ 04:22 pm
Am I dreamin' or stupid?
I think I've been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now
I met a tall, dark and handsome man
And I've been busy makin' big plans
But no one needs to know right now
I got my heart set, my feet wet
And he don't even know it yet
But no one needs to know right now
I'll tell him someday some way somehow
But I'm gonna keep it a secret for now
I want the bells to ring
The choir to sing
The white dress, the guest, the cake, the car
The whole darn thing
But no one needs to know right now
I'll tell him someday some way somehow
But I'm gonna keep it a secret for now
Will have a little girl, a little boy
A little Benji we call Leroy
But no one needs to know right now
And I'm not lonely, lonely anymore at night
And he don't know only, only he can make it right
And I'm not lonely, lonely anymore at night
And he don't know only, only he can make it right
I'm not dreamin' or stupid
But boy have I been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now
No one needs to know right now...
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Mood: workingworking
Jamming To: 46 and 2:Tool
 
 
 
dadden85
22 March 2006 @ 10:30 am
Well nothing has really changed fromt the past few weeks the same shit goes down every fucking week and weekend. I really got nothing to say but i was thinking a want to be single and stay single like iam going to live life like iam going to die today. and that is how i have been living it. I want to stay single cause i dont want a guy to hold me down and i dont want to feel like i have to check on him all the time. But then again i do want a boyfriend because i want to feel loved and i want someone there that i know that cares for me as much as i care for them. but shit happends so maybe i will be in a relationship or maybe i wont. but my life pretty much sucks hardcore so iam gonna go.....
Peace ~ Out
-Dream as if you'll life forever. Live as if you'll die today.-
^My new way to look at life^

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dadden85
07 March 2006 @ 10:43 am
Well some new things have been going on for the past few days...now that andrew is out of the picture there are some other guys i have had my eye on for awhile now. Well i have been getting to know Casey a little bit more but still not enough i really need a high class of guys i really need someone that will treat me the way i need to be treated i have had enough of these bull shit guys that always treat me like shit i have never had a great boyfriend before. but anyways iam started to look at these 2 guys well Casey and then last weekend sarah came over and she got her tounge and her nipples perced and that is tight as fuck like i wanna get a lot of perceings but i would rather wait and let my mom know then to do it behind her back and get in big ass trouble for it. but anyways so she came over and these guys came over i guess she is talking with Aaron and man i didnt know i knew him but he said i knew him and then yesterday he showed me a picture of him and he used to hang out with my brother like all the time anyways so he comes over and sarah asks me if i would do stuff with these guy named Mitchell so i was like yeah i will cause i havent done anything with anyone in like a year almost so iam like hell yeah so he comes over and sarah is like this is Mitchell but i knew him he is in my geometry class it was crazy cause i always that he was really hot but i have never talked to him but as soon as he got there Clifton came around the corner and i jumped on him so he was holding me and i kinda felt bad cause i said i was going to mess around with Mitchell but those guys didnt even stay that long so it was all good i guess. but this weekend iam going to hang out with them and not at my house for once iam going to leave me house cause of what happend last weekend. well see this is what happend was Clifton, Chris, and Christain all came over to my house when Jason wasnt there and Brittany was ungrounded for one night so she asked me if she could come over well i told her that she could even though my mom didnt want her at my house so i order pizza and i go and ask Austin if he wants any and he told me no so i asked him like a million times if he was sure and he said yeah so me and Clifton, Chris, and Christain ate all the pizza then Austin saw that the pizza was gone so he called my mom and said that i didnt let him have any and let all the guys that they could eat it all and that Jason wasnt even there and that Brittany was here and we were drinking. so my mom calls my cell phone and askes whos all there and i tell her cause i really didnt want to lie to her again so she got really pissed and everyone had to leave. god i wanted to kill my little brother i cant stand him when he pulls shit like that like he was getting to be really cool but then he just fucked it up again and now i cant trust him again but this weekend iam going to hang out with Sarah, Aaron and Mitchell and i will most likly get "lucky" this weekend with Mitchell
but me and Andrew have gotten a lot better we talked a lot yesterday and he walked me to my locker and we just talked as friends so i dunno if he is here today but if he is iam going to talk to him and this is what iam gonna say: "hey i think that we should forget about everything we had and just be friends cause i know that everything was fake between us and i know it was a joke so i just wanna forget about it and become really good friends." so thats what iam going to sat if he is here well i got to go i dont really know what else to say so....... but **this is the best game ever check it out
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but it is in french to click Jouez to play
and another game
http://www.fetchfido.co.uk/games/aqua_energizer/aqua_energizer.htm
Ok now i have nothing to say so Peace ~ Out

-Dadden-
 
 
Mood: goodgood
 
 
dadden85
24 February 2006 @ 10:48 am
*Well me and Andrew arnt talking any more and in a way iam kinda happy that we arnt talking anymore cause we just kinda lost the conection and i was felling that he didnt like me and i kinda had a feeling that he was talking witha nother girl and i was right but everyone kept telling me that no he likes me and that he will ask me out he just needs to get the balls to do it well i guess they were wrong cause he was talking with another gril and he was talking to her for a really long time now since likke exams were going on it was the week before exams started. but i do still like him and do stilll have very deep feelings for him but iam just gonna have to move on...and it kinda made me mad cause he told Brittany at like the beging of the week and she knew but she didnt tell me i mean she tells me and other people that iam her best friend well last i check best friends are soposed to tell each other these things i mean if she was talking with some guy for four fucking months! yeah i would tell her if he told me that he was talking with another girl so that she could end it instead of him just telling her out of the blue and braking her mother fucking heart...ok i was kinda getting pissed there but iam good now.
*But for awhile now i have been liking Clifton a whole lot and he shows that he likes me you know he will like kiss me and stuff but he told me that he doesnt want to do anything with me cause iam Jason's little sister and he doesnt want to disrespect Jason and i understand that and i respect that but you know i can say no to things and i am responsible with my own actions but i respect Clifton's disition.....iam also kinda liking Casy Jones he is kinda different from my type of guys but he is cute and he can make me laugh i love that i need someone that can make me laugh, he also knows how to hole a conversation with me and that is also a plus, he does pretty good in school you know he is not like a straight A student but he doesnt have F's eather and he actually stays in school (well sometimes but most of the time) he doesnt smoke but he does drink a little bit the only thing that iam worried about he that he wont like me smoking, the only bad thing that i can think of about is that i dont see him very much at school and i need to be able to see me boyfriend or the guy that i like at least most of the day but i mean i only see Casy one time during school and thats only 3rd period but maybe if we start talking then we will see each other more just because we dont know were eachothers lockers are and our classes but i will try to ask him tomarrow and find out when i can see him and i will start going that way so i can see him more we can start talking and getting to know eachother more so we will see.... but i have to go but i will update later if i remeber....but here is something that i felt when Andrew told me that he thought me and him should stop talking....
*-Seems like just yesterday You were a part of me I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight Everything, it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong Now I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on... Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these brown eyes...I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on...Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these brown eyes...Swallow me then spit me out For hating you, I blame myself Seeing you it kills me now No, I don't cry on the outside Anymore...Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these brown eyes...
Thats just what i felt pretty shitty huh well got to go Peace~Out
-Dadden-
 
 
Mood: crushedcrushed
Jamming To: Sweet Home Alabama-Lynyrd Skynyrd
 
 
dadden85
30 January 2006 @ 10:43 am
Sitting in 5th period again but last weekend was so great i had so much fun and Andrew came back :)...
*Friday first Sarah and Chris came over cause they are together now but anyways they came over and he played gutiar and we smoked a little bit but then Brittany came over and she invited Nick and Calabe so they came over and then i called Christan and he came over and brought be some beer so i started drink as soon as he got there so Sarah and Chris stayed in the basement and played gutiar the whole time so i didnt really get to talk to them much...but i had like 6 beers and for me that is a lot cause 3 will get me trashed so i was really shitfaced but that was fine with me cause i have fun. but then my brother came home and a bunch of people came over i dont even remember who was all there but i just know there was a lot of people...we started a fire and i was so fucked up i hade those 6 beers and then i was high on top of that man i felt like i was gonna get sick the whole night but then again i was having so much fun and then Brittany had Amanda call her mom and let her know that Chirs wasnt over at my house so Amanda did and then like a few minutes later come lady called back and i answerd and they asked for my mom and i thought that it was Birttany's mom and i dont know why but i wasnt thinking and i said this is here and the lady hung up i told Birttany that it was her mom and everyone was flipin so i told Brittany to call her mom and talk to her about it so she called her and Birttany's mom said that she didnt call so just some random lady called and asked for my mom and then hung up i didnt understand but oh well i dont care if it wasnt Birttany's mom then i didnt care but Firday was really fun i liked it i wish i can do it again this Friday but with Andrew there with me...
*Saturday was kinda fun well Birttany spent the night with me and when we got up i called Sarah and Chris to see if they wanted to go to the mall with me and Brittany so they were gonna go with us and then Brittany called her mom to tell her that she was going to the mall with me and her mom wouldnt let her go so we had to drop her off and then take me to the mall...(but it was kinda good to get away from here for awhile)...so when i got to the mall i called Sarah and her and Chris went somewhere so they wernt at the mall so i sat on one of the benches and waited for them when they got there we really just walked around we didnt do much shopping but we had to go into the doller store cause when iam with Sarah it doesnt matter what kind of mood iam in i always have fun in the store and i always laugh so much i love that store when iam with her. but anyways we stated at the mall until like 7:30 and then i got home my parents left like a little bit after i got home and when they left i call Andrew cause he was back :) and i asked him if he was gonna come over so he told me that he would call me when he was on his way...well he never called me but he did show up and i thought that was so cute cause i havent seen him in so long he just showed up and i think that is that is just so cute when he does that and i gave him the biggest hugh ever and we made out cause i have made out with him in so long but that was so good to see him...so we chilled outside for a little while and then we when inside and i watched him and my little brother playing video games and that was fun cause i like that Andrew and my little brother can get along so my whole family likes him but i dunno if Jason does he hasnt really told me and he doesnt really talk to Andrew that much so he doesnt know him so then we went into my room and we were looking at pictures and just hanging out and then my parents come home so he had to go out the front door but then they got home at like 10:45 so they were really early and my mom was pissed cause she wanted to stay out later so then i asked her if he could come over and he did so we just watched a movie with my little brother and just hung out until 12:30 when he had to leave but it was fun just watching a movie with him...
*Sunday i called him when i got up like around 1:30 and he was still sleeping so i called him when i got out of the shower and i wanted to hang out with him cause he told me that he wanted to so he wanted to go play basketball with his friends so i told hiim to go play and then call me when he was done so he could come over but he never called me so i called him right before i went to bed around like 9:30 and he told me to call him later so i called him at like 10:30 and we talked for really long time and he was kinda drunk so he wanted to go and i was tired so that was fine with me...but he told me and his mom got married and he didnt go i dunno i think that he should have went i mean that is his mom i dosent matter how much he likes her boyfirend he should have went but thats him not me so its fine but i like talking to him before i go to bed i might do it again tonight....
*well that was my weekend very exciting i had a lot to talk about but i have to go now cause i have nothing to talk about but i might update later cause Andrew might be coming over tonight so i will update later or tomarrow same class well peace-

-Dadden-
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find out what simpson you are its funny lol
 
 
Mood: calmChillin
Jamming To: Is Anybody Home?:Our Lady Peace
 
 
dadden85
27 January 2006 @ 10:39 am
Now iam in 5th period and so far my day has been going alright the only thing that i dont have at school and miss is Andrew but i get to see him tomarrow. but anywhays i asked Christan about getting me a bottle for this weekend and he told me that he wasnt gonna get it for me because he said that he didnt want to see me really fucked up and falling on my ass the whole night and like i understand and i love how he cares about me and he doesnt want me to be taken advantage of and he wants to know that i will be okay but i also want it really bad and i just want him to get it for me and i think that i will be okay iam not that stupid i know when i should stop and when i think that iam too drunk i will stop im not that stupid i will stop when i should or if i cant there will be people there that could and will stop me i mean they know when iam too drunk to drink anymore...
Brittany keeps on telling me not to get home late cause she will be mad i mean yeah im gonna call her at like 10 but she is like well if you guys are not home at 9 iam gonna be so pisses and iam like its not even that later its just 9 and my paretns stay out until like 11 or 12:00 and since that we are light weights then it will only take us like and hour to get wasted and we will have like 3 hours to just have fun and be stupid i know why she wants us to come home early is cause she wants Calabe and Nick to come over so she can fuck Calabe well i dont care they are not gonna do anything at my house if she wants to do something with him then she can go to her house or his but not mine she is just using my house to get drunk and to have guys come over so she can fuck them well she isnt gonna do that at my house and maybe one weekend i wont let her drink like i will throw down with someone and they can tell her that she cant drink any cause it is just ours...like i will just throw down with Clifton or something he would do that with me or for also i think that he is buying a bottle and i just might throw down with him and he can tell her that since she didnt pay for it then she cant have any of it...tonight should be fun if Brittany doesnt fuck things up...
The night i cant wait for is tomarrow like i was excited for tonight but now that i dont get to see Andrew tonight now iam not that excited i mean i still am just not as much as i was before i found out that he was going to South Carolina but now i cant wait until tomarrow cause Andrew will be comming over and i havent hung out with him in so long outside of school like i havent made out with him in like 3 weeks i want to make out with him so bad cause he is the best kisser i have kissed in like forever i mean he does it slow and he doesnt use that much tounge and like a lot of guys he doesnt grab everywhere and he doesnt go up my shit or try to do anything he just makes out and i think that is the hottest thing ever....
But my teacher is about to start teaching so i gots to go pace

-Dadden AKA Superman-
 
 
Mood: excitedExcited For This Weekend
Jamming To: Not Lisening To Any